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Lifeinmomoiro [8:16 PM]: Is it possible to be born different?
Le Bread [8:17 PM]: Yes.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:17 PM]: I'm so out of touch with the world, it seems. At the core; I feel like I've never changed...at all.
Le Bread [8:18 PM]: Oh, trust me...
Le Bread [8:18 PM]: At this moment, I feel so out of touch...
Le Bread [8:18 PM]: I get you.
Le Bread [8:18 PM]: I understand.
Le Bread [8:18 PM]: And I'm afraid I can't help.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:19 PM]: It's not just that...it's weird. Not; out of touch exactly. it's nopt bad.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:19 PM]: I suppose that I feel trascended.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:19 PM]: Like...all of these things are...well, like they can't and won't touch me.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:19 PM]: It's normal and abnormal.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:20 PM]: People are conastantly telling me more and more...and more frequently that I'm going to be a big name someday; that I'll make a mark. That I'll change things.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:20 PM]: I feel so strange. I've always felt this way, but I've been terrified to reveal it.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:20 PM]: I always thought that I was crazy with a huge ego.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:20 PM]: But people who never have and never will see me---I'm talking about customers over the phone---tell me that I'll change things; that I'll be someone.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:21 PM]: It's so crazy, Kao. They tell me about fate, I've even had people ramble prophecies onto me.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:21 PM]: ...The worse thing is that before I've heard these ramblings, I;ve suspected them myself.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:21 PM]: Maybe it's one of those things.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:21 PM]: I need to chew more bubblegum.
Le Bread [8:22 PM]: I'm not sure how to respond.
Le Bread [8:23 PM]: Because I've always wanted to think I was capable of making a mark. But I always feel like I'm facing the grim reality...
Le Bread [8:23 PM]: That because of my own personality defects, I won't.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:23 PM]: I think I'm crazy. When I was younger I told my mother that the devil talked to me, and during puberty, I told my Dad that the world was going to end.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:23 PM]: I think you can, Kao.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:23 PM]: CAN.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:24 PM]: But...it's so weird. Mom told me, that when I was a baby, I was up sleeping and she went out...and then some strange woman [whom she thought was posessed] asked about her daughter.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:24 PM]: I don't know. I'm a skeptic.
Le Bread [8:26 PM]: Are you really?
Lifeinmomoiro [8:26 PM]: Very much so.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:26 PM]: I hardly believe anything.
Le Bread [8:26 PM]: You've always seemed to have a very real belief/fear of demonic things.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:26 PM]: Because I always want to see the truth.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:26 PM]: I do...and yet, I tell myself it's not true at the same time.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:26 PM]: I have a hard time believing with my mind even when I believe with my heart.
Le Bread [8:28 PM]: It's alright.
Le Bread [8:28 PM]: I still believe in things I know aren't there.
Le Bread [8:28 PM]: Just because I have a paranoid imagination.
Le Bread [8:29 PM]: Because I get very real "sensations".
Lifeinmomoiro [8:29 PM]: Yes...
Le Bread [8:29 PM]: Of being watched, followed, observed, stalked...
Le Bread [8:29 PM]: And I constantly see things out of the corner of my eye.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:29 PM]: It's a knowledge.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:29 PM]: A knowledge we all have. There's a second word, but we're taught to ignore it.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:30 PM]: To a large extent...I believe that we create that second world.
Le Bread [8:17 PM]: Yes.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:17 PM]: I'm so out of touch with the world, it seems. At the core; I feel like I've never changed...at all.
Le Bread [8:18 PM]: Oh, trust me...
Le Bread [8:18 PM]: At this moment, I feel so out of touch...
Le Bread [8:18 PM]: I get you.
Le Bread [8:18 PM]: I understand.
Le Bread [8:18 PM]: And I'm afraid I can't help.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:19 PM]: It's not just that...it's weird. Not; out of touch exactly. it's nopt bad.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:19 PM]: I suppose that I feel trascended.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:19 PM]: Like...all of these things are...well, like they can't and won't touch me.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:19 PM]: It's normal and abnormal.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:20 PM]: People are conastantly telling me more and more...and more frequently that I'm going to be a big name someday; that I'll make a mark. That I'll change things.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:20 PM]: I feel so strange. I've always felt this way, but I've been terrified to reveal it.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:20 PM]: I always thought that I was crazy with a huge ego.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:20 PM]: But people who never have and never will see me---I'm talking about customers over the phone---tell me that I'll change things; that I'll be someone.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:21 PM]: It's so crazy, Kao. They tell me about fate, I've even had people ramble prophecies onto me.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:21 PM]: ...The worse thing is that before I've heard these ramblings, I;ve suspected them myself.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:21 PM]: Maybe it's one of those things.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:21 PM]: I need to chew more bubblegum.
Le Bread [8:22 PM]: I'm not sure how to respond.
Le Bread [8:23 PM]: Because I've always wanted to think I was capable of making a mark. But I always feel like I'm facing the grim reality...
Le Bread [8:23 PM]: That because of my own personality defects, I won't.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:23 PM]: I think I'm crazy. When I was younger I told my mother that the devil talked to me, and during puberty, I told my Dad that the world was going to end.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:23 PM]: I think you can, Kao.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:23 PM]: CAN.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:24 PM]: But...it's so weird. Mom told me, that when I was a baby, I was up sleeping and she went out...and then some strange woman [whom she thought was posessed] asked about her daughter.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:24 PM]: I don't know. I'm a skeptic.
Le Bread [8:26 PM]: Are you really?
Lifeinmomoiro [8:26 PM]: Very much so.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:26 PM]: I hardly believe anything.
Le Bread [8:26 PM]: You've always seemed to have a very real belief/fear of demonic things.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:26 PM]: Because I always want to see the truth.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:26 PM]: I do...and yet, I tell myself it's not true at the same time.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:26 PM]: I have a hard time believing with my mind even when I believe with my heart.
Le Bread [8:28 PM]: It's alright.
Le Bread [8:28 PM]: I still believe in things I know aren't there.
Le Bread [8:28 PM]: Just because I have a paranoid imagination.
Le Bread [8:29 PM]: Because I get very real "sensations".
Lifeinmomoiro [8:29 PM]: Yes...
Le Bread [8:29 PM]: Of being watched, followed, observed, stalked...
Le Bread [8:29 PM]: And I constantly see things out of the corner of my eye.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:29 PM]: It's a knowledge.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:29 PM]: A knowledge we all have. There's a second word, but we're taught to ignore it.
Lifeinmomoiro [8:30 PM]: To a large extent...I believe that we create that second world.