Trettiatte [årsak]

Jun 07, 2008 17:36

The rain has finally let up... Hm.

Kanan and Lt.Peries, I hope both of you are on the road to recovery.


[Private to self//Hackable by friends]

The colonel helped me determine my enemies.. But.. I was lost. What was I fighting for here?.. ..

I have my reason and my purpose here now. While I still need to continue to lock my feelings away as soldier... I finally have something that drives me here. Something beyond being just duty.

To protect those I care about... ... My friends... Not that I didn't care about them before, but.. I have been selfish with my own wants as a soldier. I have been internalizing far too much. While I cannot say that I necessarily understand things that have happened in everyone else's world... I cannot even say that I can agree with everything that has gone on.. I will do what I can.

I can finally be the soldier I was before. I'm not confused anymore.

... I feel.. Oddly content.

[/Private]

ramble ramble ramble, finally some clarity, no more rain, soldier once again, kanan, cryptic musing, i have a reason and a purpose, protect those i care about

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