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Oh life, what are you doing now?
Stress aside, I had a pretty alright first week of school. All my teachers seem relatively easy, so this is good. Also, I'm feeling really optimistic about the classes I chose, which is a very good thing, since I was having a lot of issues over it earlier in the week.
Bad stuff, though. Bob's (my step dad) father passed away yesterday. I'm fine, I always am, but obviously it's really affecting him and my mother. Her bouts of crying are really wearing on me; I just can't understand the need to do that, and no, I never will. They're leaving tomorrow to go down to North Carolina, and then Grandma Carol is coming up here to stay for a while.
I'm not exactly depressed right now, but something similar. Apathetic? I dunno. I'm just struggling a lot lately to figure out what makes me happy, and I'm really struggling with motivation. Also, I've gone back to not being able to sleep again. Well shit. I guess I just confirmed the depression. God damn, fuck me, fuck the winter. Boo.
Trying to find a good penis online for Ciaran, since I've been promising to buy one. TMI, whatever. If anyone has any suggestions as to decent/realistic quality & reasonable price, I'd like to hear.
Also, fuck gender.
Stress aside, I had a pretty alright first week of school. All my teachers seem relatively easy, so this is good. Also, I'm feeling really optimistic about the classes I chose, which is a very good thing, since I was having a lot of issues over it earlier in the week.
Bad stuff, though. Bob's (my step dad) father passed away yesterday. I'm fine, I always am, but obviously it's really affecting him and my mother. Her bouts of crying are really wearing on me; I just can't understand the need to do that, and no, I never will. They're leaving tomorrow to go down to North Carolina, and then Grandma Carol is coming up here to stay for a while.
I'm not exactly depressed right now, but something similar. Apathetic? I dunno. I'm just struggling a lot lately to figure out what makes me happy, and I'm really struggling with motivation. Also, I've gone back to not being able to sleep again. Well shit. I guess I just confirmed the depression. God damn, fuck me, fuck the winter. Boo.
Trying to find a good penis online for Ciaran, since I've been promising to buy one. TMI, whatever. If anyone has any suggestions as to decent/realistic quality & reasonable price, I'd like to hear.
Also, fuck gender.