Life right now, and some thoughts.
I just got back from lunch with my dad. He gave me the check for tuition at $1700 so that actually gives me some extra cash which is nice. He also gave me $50 for gas money which is always super awesome. I kind of feel like a dick for saying this, but I kind appreciate the fact that my step brother is fucking up his life completely and totally, because that makes me seem about 20x better in comparison. My dad was also really proud of me making the Dean's List, which is good. Any time that he is proud of me is good.
We talked about some things one to one again which is actually nice. I forget how much I do sort of miss time with just me and him -- Janice, Jess, or Cat (if not all at once lately) tend to be there so we really don't get to talk much. It's nice to feel like a daughter again. Dumb stuff: I felt really bummed out around Christmas when I really realized how close of a relationship he has with Jess. But I mean, she's the one living with him, so, obviously. We talked about money stuff, he's going to be giving me the account number of our joint savings account he started, as well as his safe combination, in the event that anything happens to him too suddenly, so Janice doesn't get all the money. The fact that he said that was actually really amusing, but It also really got me down thinking that, yeah, my dad isn't going to be around forever. Bah.
Uhg. I'm on about three and a half hours of sleep with just a half cup of coffee and a soda in me and I feel like ass. Nff.
OTHER NEWS: I put in an application for Legacy of the Sun on Ravenholdt. ...D: I really, REALLY hope I get in. I want to be in a guild for once, and especially if it has a Zallison.
ALSO: Best RP experience ever last night on Moon Guard. It's been a while since I've lol'd that hard, seriously. I will post the epic screenshots when I finish putting them together. Alliance is fucking amazing Lulz.
OKAY now I am off to have some me time and write up dumb shit about my WoW characters and draw pictures of them because GOD DAMMIT that makes me happy.
We talked about some things one to one again which is actually nice. I forget how much I do sort of miss time with just me and him -- Janice, Jess, or Cat (if not all at once lately) tend to be there so we really don't get to talk much. It's nice to feel like a daughter again. Dumb stuff: I felt really bummed out around Christmas when I really realized how close of a relationship he has with Jess. But I mean, she's the one living with him, so, obviously. We talked about money stuff, he's going to be giving me the account number of our joint savings account he started, as well as his safe combination, in the event that anything happens to him too suddenly, so Janice doesn't get all the money. The fact that he said that was actually really amusing, but It also really got me down thinking that, yeah, my dad isn't going to be around forever. Bah.
Uhg. I'm on about three and a half hours of sleep with just a half cup of coffee and a soda in me and I feel like ass. Nff.
OTHER NEWS: I put in an application for Legacy of the Sun on Ravenholdt. ...D: I really, REALLY hope I get in. I want to be in a guild for once, and especially if it has a Zallison.
ALSO: Best RP experience ever last night on Moon Guard. It's been a while since I've lol'd that hard, seriously. I will post the epic screenshots when I finish putting them together. Alliance is fucking amazing Lulz.
OKAY now I am off to have some me time and write up dumb shit about my WoW characters and draw pictures of them because GOD DAMMIT that makes me happy.