I Want You To Know Who I Am....
grr...ok, it hasn't been that long since i've written but i just felt like writing again...
...oh hold on BATHROOM!
ok, im back!
well mom and chad are fighting outside again. as usual i can hear them thru the window and im having to drown them out with my music....well, as long as its good. does fighting make for a happy couple?? oh yeah, it leads to makeup sex...argh not again >:( makes me mad cuz i can't sleep and no one else can.
this whole moving thing has got me all stressed out willy-nilly. i need to chill. its just these boxes make me feel bad and im leaving my childhood here. should i put behind my childhood? or is it too important? im going to be going to a new place and i can start all over again. i could be popular, or gothic (that'd be hot in florida), i don't wanna be preppy n shit i just wanna be popular and hang out with that crowd for once. i didn't do that here because all of the popular girls were all tight and cliquey and preppy snobs and stuff. does that make me sound weird if i wanna be like them? lol
i wanna be the hot chick...yeah, but that'll be hard since im ugly, yeah! i'll just put a mask on like kassi does. shes a real ugly person. or is that just her personality that makes her ugly? wither way. i guess i wanna be a popular one...but i want to still have the same personality...and if all else fails...PUNCH 'EM!
.:*When In Doubt, Go Braless*:. lol maria!
~*Love,
Shannon*~
...oh hold on BATHROOM!
ok, im back!
well mom and chad are fighting outside again. as usual i can hear them thru the window and im having to drown them out with my music....well, as long as its good. does fighting make for a happy couple?? oh yeah, it leads to makeup sex...argh not again >:( makes me mad cuz i can't sleep and no one else can.
this whole moving thing has got me all stressed out willy-nilly. i need to chill. its just these boxes make me feel bad and im leaving my childhood here. should i put behind my childhood? or is it too important? im going to be going to a new place and i can start all over again. i could be popular, or gothic (that'd be hot in florida), i don't wanna be preppy n shit i just wanna be popular and hang out with that crowd for once. i didn't do that here because all of the popular girls were all tight and cliquey and preppy snobs and stuff. does that make me sound weird if i wanna be like them? lol
i wanna be the hot chick...yeah, but that'll be hard since im ugly, yeah! i'll just put a mask on like kassi does. shes a real ugly person. or is that just her personality that makes her ugly? wither way. i guess i wanna be a popular one...but i want to still have the same personality...and if all else fails...PUNCH 'EM!
.:*When In Doubt, Go Braless*:. lol maria!
~*Love,
Shannon*~