A couple things...
So here's a few things on my mind :
1.) I just saw the Green Day video for "Wake Me Up when September Ends." This video had so much hype around it. The director calling it his "favorite video ever" (this being the man who directed "Smells Like Teen Spirit") and how it's a tear-jerker and etc. So I watch it. Basically - it's a 7 minute piece of shit. The story of two young lovers who promise never to leave each other, only for the guy to enlist in the Army, go to Iraq, and watch his fellow soldiers die. THATS IT. That's the video. I have no problem with the lovers promising never to leave each other. But WHAT THE HELL does it have to do with the guy enlisting? Why does he enlist? Does he feel like he HAS TO? That it's his duty? I don't know - it caught me off guard. Here I was waiting for the greatest video that's ever been made (I mean, come on people, it's 7 minutes long!!) and it's pure crap. Nevermind the fact that it's the worst song on the CD too.
2.) I've been getting easily agigated lately. I've been going to the gym in an effort to a.) better myself as a better, b.) make myself hotter and more in shape for my girl and most importantly c.) reduce the stress in my life. While A and B are noble and will come with each workout, C is the real ass kicker. I've realized that I'm a stressed out guy. I'm stressed that I'm not really close with any of my friends. My best friends lives in Sweden and my other best friend is the woman I plan to marry and have children with. So - other than that, I'm pretty lonely, and it sucks sometimes. I have my band, but even they have lives outside of Eterni.
3.) last but not least - I don't know what to do with my life. Actually - I DO know, I just don't know HOW. It doesn't take a fucking rocket scientist to know that I'll be doing something with music. It's in my blood - it's all I think about (besides my girlfriend and the upcoming 2005-2006 Miami Dolphin season) I want my band to succeed and I will try everything I can to make it happen. But with the pressure of my parents who want me to become either the next Yanni or go to Law School, I really just don't know what to do. It sucks, but I have to figure this life out for myself.
I love you all. May you all have sweet orgasms tonight. Gnite :-)
1.) I just saw the Green Day video for "Wake Me Up when September Ends." This video had so much hype around it. The director calling it his "favorite video ever" (this being the man who directed "Smells Like Teen Spirit") and how it's a tear-jerker and etc. So I watch it. Basically - it's a 7 minute piece of shit. The story of two young lovers who promise never to leave each other, only for the guy to enlist in the Army, go to Iraq, and watch his fellow soldiers die. THATS IT. That's the video. I have no problem with the lovers promising never to leave each other. But WHAT THE HELL does it have to do with the guy enlisting? Why does he enlist? Does he feel like he HAS TO? That it's his duty? I don't know - it caught me off guard. Here I was waiting for the greatest video that's ever been made (I mean, come on people, it's 7 minutes long!!) and it's pure crap. Nevermind the fact that it's the worst song on the CD too.
2.) I've been getting easily agigated lately. I've been going to the gym in an effort to a.) better myself as a better, b.) make myself hotter and more in shape for my girl and most importantly c.) reduce the stress in my life. While A and B are noble and will come with each workout, C is the real ass kicker. I've realized that I'm a stressed out guy. I'm stressed that I'm not really close with any of my friends. My best friends lives in Sweden and my other best friend is the woman I plan to marry and have children with. So - other than that, I'm pretty lonely, and it sucks sometimes. I have my band, but even they have lives outside of Eterni.
3.) last but not least - I don't know what to do with my life. Actually - I DO know, I just don't know HOW. It doesn't take a fucking rocket scientist to know that I'll be doing something with music. It's in my blood - it's all I think about (besides my girlfriend and the upcoming 2005-2006 Miami Dolphin season) I want my band to succeed and I will try everything I can to make it happen. But with the pressure of my parents who want me to become either the next Yanni or go to Law School, I really just don't know what to do. It sucks, but I have to figure this life out for myself.
I love you all. May you all have sweet orgasms tonight. Gnite :-)