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i don't want to post this on pa because people would worr y and it would create drama and possibly be taken seriously, and, i'm not sure if i'm serious, but, most likely not.
i want to die.
i do not want to wake pu tomorrow to another year.
everyone else is excited; a new year means a new start.
to me, a new year just means another year that i have failed to kill myself.
another year to be an unemployed college dropout who can't get a job or do anything right.
another year to do nothing but screw up.
another year that i'll look back on and say, "damn that sucked."
haven't i suffered enough? can't i die now?
i really do not want to live through 2009.
i want to die.
i do not want to wake pu tomorrow to another year.
everyone else is excited; a new year means a new start.
to me, a new year just means another year that i have failed to kill myself.
another year to be an unemployed college dropout who can't get a job or do anything right.
another year to do nothing but screw up.
another year that i'll look back on and say, "damn that sucked."
haven't i suffered enough? can't i die now?
i really do not want to live through 2009.