After march 19th i'll be engaged
wow. so this is weird. i can't believe it's been a year since last march. specifically this wednesday of last march. or i guess what i mean to say is that i can't believe it's march of this year. or i can't believe that a year ago i was wondering about who i would be and how things would be and where i would be in the days that are happening right now. sometimes i really miss last year, and then i catch myself because i have to remember how stressful and exhausting it all was and i realize that i am happier and more relaxed now.
i still can't believe it is spring break.
i went shopping for the first time in forever yesterday. forever 21...is an amazingly sick indulgence. i freaked out a little actually because it's so overwhelming and then right around the time i think im done i get panicky because i might have fucking OVERLOOKED SOMETHING because there is so much damn shit everywhere and i want it AAALLL.
also. a year ago i had my prom dress. WTF? IT WASN'T EVEN MY PROM! geeze, senioritis is devouring me in every way.
and finally, i am writing a play, for no reason but to say the things i'd be too afraid to say before i go, but i feel like i have to say them somehow and i'll probably be the only person to ever read it, if i even finish it, which i probably will because i'm finding it to be...calming and peaceful..hahahaha. im a loser. im serious though. why wouldn't i enjoy creating a world much like my own life except a lot more interesting for the sake of entertainment. and there really is nothing more amusing than laughing at an even more fucked up version the life i can relate to the most, which would be MINE. duuuuuh.
ok, no more, im out.
i still can't believe it is spring break.
i went shopping for the first time in forever yesterday. forever 21...is an amazingly sick indulgence. i freaked out a little actually because it's so overwhelming and then right around the time i think im done i get panicky because i might have fucking OVERLOOKED SOMETHING because there is so much damn shit everywhere and i want it AAALLL.
also. a year ago i had my prom dress. WTF? IT WASN'T EVEN MY PROM! geeze, senioritis is devouring me in every way.
and finally, i am writing a play, for no reason but to say the things i'd be too afraid to say before i go, but i feel like i have to say them somehow and i'll probably be the only person to ever read it, if i even finish it, which i probably will because i'm finding it to be...calming and peaceful..hahahaha. im a loser. im serious though. why wouldn't i enjoy creating a world much like my own life except a lot more interesting for the sake of entertainment. and there really is nothing more amusing than laughing at an even more fucked up version the life i can relate to the most, which would be MINE. duuuuuh.
ok, no more, im out.