I'm back!
I really should start writing again. My gosh...looking at my userpic....my infatuation with the Da Chang Jin drama was like eons ago. Should really revamp this green space of mine.
Kinda reached my max this week. If you ask me what I have been up to, I can only say that life has been all work and no play for the past few months especially. All my emotions have been pent up inside me without proper release. I don't want to complain for it does little constructive help to my current state of life.
I question myself every single day. Why am I allowing my life to be like this? Should I do something about it? Is there any way I can do to improve it? Or has it gone beyond my control such that I have to quit this job. Watt told me that I should think about moving to her firm. My assigned buddy in EY, who has just hopped over to Watt's firm, told me the same thing.
But there is this inertia in me that tells me to stay put for the time being. Maybe its the friends (or maybe i should say 谈得来 colleagues because people say colleagues will always be colleagues. probably but not necessarily bah) I have made that I can't bear to leave.
In terms of career development, I must say I have been given ample opportunity to prove myself and I would say my bosses and immediate superiors have given me ample support in whatever I am doing. I can't ask for more seriously.
But my buddy tells me not to be disillusioned as it's a 2 way situation. Bosses are all the same. They are motivated by their own self-interest. True, but there are some that do show appreciation in a way that would make you feel like going the extra mile for them. Question is, to what extent should the extra miles go? That is something that I really need to balance.
On another note, my long awaited leave is approaching!! Will be on leave from 5-23 Nov! Yay! Booked a 8 day tour to Korea with my mum in the 2nd week. lalala~~
This year, I will also be spending Christmas in Los Angeles. Will be there from 10 to 27 Dec with my supervisor. 2 weeks on audit and 1 week on holiday. Really looking forward to it.
I'm tired. Need to sleep. Till then.
Kinda reached my max this week. If you ask me what I have been up to, I can only say that life has been all work and no play for the past few months especially. All my emotions have been pent up inside me without proper release. I don't want to complain for it does little constructive help to my current state of life.
I question myself every single day. Why am I allowing my life to be like this? Should I do something about it? Is there any way I can do to improve it? Or has it gone beyond my control such that I have to quit this job. Watt told me that I should think about moving to her firm. My assigned buddy in EY, who has just hopped over to Watt's firm, told me the same thing.
But there is this inertia in me that tells me to stay put for the time being. Maybe its the friends (or maybe i should say 谈得来 colleagues because people say colleagues will always be colleagues. probably but not necessarily bah) I have made that I can't bear to leave.
In terms of career development, I must say I have been given ample opportunity to prove myself and I would say my bosses and immediate superiors have given me ample support in whatever I am doing. I can't ask for more seriously.
But my buddy tells me not to be disillusioned as it's a 2 way situation. Bosses are all the same. They are motivated by their own self-interest. True, but there are some that do show appreciation in a way that would make you feel like going the extra mile for them. Question is, to what extent should the extra miles go? That is something that I really need to balance.
On another note, my long awaited leave is approaching!! Will be on leave from 5-23 Nov! Yay! Booked a 8 day tour to Korea with my mum in the 2nd week. lalala~~
This year, I will also be spending Christmas in Los Angeles. Will be there from 10 to 27 Dec with my supervisor. 2 weeks on audit and 1 week on holiday. Really looking forward to it.
I'm tired. Need to sleep. Till then.