Getting there
February is almost over. Thanks god. February is the month that I tend to become most depressed in. It's so dreary, and it's not as fun as December and January can be. By February, winter has lost its charm.
I froze my ass off Sunday night walking to and from Kool Haus for the Jack's Mannequin concert. For some reason Nick's ride couldn't fathom ( Read more... )
I froze my ass off Sunday night walking to and from Kool Haus for the Jack's Mannequin concert. For some reason Nick's ride couldn't fathom ( Read more... )
Ah, yes, good 'ol Facebook. I'm actually on there now too, amazingly enough. I find it less trashy than MySpace or whatnot, and I've reconnected with tons of people I actually used to like. ;) I hope you have more time to post now that school is done. I miss your posts!
I'm sorry May brings back such bad memories. :( I can imagine how crappy it must be since everything happened during that span of time. It's really shitty that prom had to be around that time too. :\ (I didn't even go to mine.) Well, I hope the article does bring some sort of comfort if even in a small way. I couldn't believe they actually decided to post a mother loss article on Mother's Day, but I am very pleased.
Yes, sadly, I am in school full time this summer and without a job because of it. :-x Broke and stressed--great combination! Not really sure if I'll survive but I guess we'll see. I've been so MIA from LJ and, really, the rest of the Internet because the last few months of school were a bloody nightmare. Christ, I went without posting/reading so long that I've lost my entire readership on here. Heh. No one knows I'm alive anymore. It was just endless assignments/essays/exams for weeks in a row. But I just keep thinking to myself, 'THIS IS IT.' My last university courses ever and then I graduate. That's the only thing keeping me afloat right now! Already (it's only the first week of summer courses) the workload is a challenge but I have no choice but to work my ass off and pass everything. So yeah. :P
Don't worry--you'll get there! Frankly, I'm terrified to get out there in the real world no matter how 'independent' I claim to be. I'm scared of failure, I guess, not being able to get a good job and a decent apartment. Stupid self-esteem. But with my academic record (read: getting good grades but trading my social life for them and being 'rewarded' with obscene stress levels and hospital visits), I don't think I'll be longing to go back anytime soon!
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