its easier to run than to face all this pain alone
well lets see here, im trying to think of something to put in my journal, but as of right now i really cant think of anything that i really want to write about right now, maybe i think of something sometime during the night, or probably not, i dont know, which seems to be my answer to a lot of things lately, hmmm i wish i knew the answers to some of the questions i have had lately, even answers that i could have answered myself. i dont know, im just rambling now, oh well, maybe one of these days the answers will just appear *crosses fingers for more than that to happen* anyway enough of my complaining. goodnight all