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yet another week had gone by and I am still feeling alone....
since its not gonna make a difference in my life, since I am always alone and only Valori, Mike, Drago, and Kylan (in no particular order) are the only ones who seem to care, I will isolate myself from others again...
Oh boy, its gonna be freshman and sophomore year at Lassiter again, the only difference is that I am in college with partial Drama---such an overrated word--- in my life...
but at least I am older now and can handle bad situations better... or at least I hope I can...
I hate how people turn 180º against one another in a snap of a finger... it happened to me once, now its happening again... and its all because of relationships...
the guys wanna sleep with the girls and the girls are confused, no matter how old they are, they are confused... and they will not admit that they are confused too, they will try their hardest to convince everybody that they are doing the right choices... well I say BULL S*** to that...
guys are ass holes, especially the ones I was talking about in the previous line, they make the "good" guys look bad infront of the ladies...
girls are always confused and confusing at the same time... they will trick the "good" guys and have fun with the bad guys...
I know that most of the people that will read this entry are going to be pissed off... well whoever is reading this, you forgot one thing, I DON'T SEE THE PART WHERE I SAID THAT I FREACHIN' CARE.... so either get over it or don't read it....
some other smart asses will be like "but dude, not all guys are like that and not all girls are like that."----------> here is my answer to a comment like that, ready: I agree, not all girls are bad and not all guys are bastards, BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, and quoting a comedian "well you dressing up like a slut is not really a sign of you being a good girl, so make up your damn mind and pick a side"
other smart asses would be like: "dude, its not like that at all"---------> my answer to that is: if I wanted to hear crap I would have asked you, if you haven't been through what I have been through I don't wanna hear it from you because after the "dude" part all I heard was " bla bla, bla bla bla bla bla, bla bla bla bla bla bla bla, bla bla bla bla bla bla bla" so save yourself an ounce of dignity before I smash yourhead into my nice wind shield... to all of you who think that they know what they are talking about and proven wrong in time, a big SCREW YOU, YOU BASTARDS
if you feel that you are left out, quoting mencia : "you are next"
if you have a heart condition and you get easily offended, screw you, already told you if you don't like it don't read it....
Again I would like to remind the readers, I shouldn't really care what you think but I will add this as a courtesy, that I do not expect any of you to understand my views, where I am coming with the points, where I am going with the points, etc...
I am not sure if I want to keep this entry for long though... then again I wouldn't care, we'll see what I will decide in a week or so...
I am soooooo exhausted now... I think I am going to bed....
since its not gonna make a difference in my life, since I am always alone and only Valori, Mike, Drago, and Kylan (in no particular order) are the only ones who seem to care, I will isolate myself from others again...
Oh boy, its gonna be freshman and sophomore year at Lassiter again, the only difference is that I am in college with partial Drama---such an overrated word--- in my life...
but at least I am older now and can handle bad situations better... or at least I hope I can...
I hate how people turn 180º against one another in a snap of a finger... it happened to me once, now its happening again... and its all because of relationships...
the guys wanna sleep with the girls and the girls are confused, no matter how old they are, they are confused... and they will not admit that they are confused too, they will try their hardest to convince everybody that they are doing the right choices... well I say BULL S*** to that...
guys are ass holes, especially the ones I was talking about in the previous line, they make the "good" guys look bad infront of the ladies...
girls are always confused and confusing at the same time... they will trick the "good" guys and have fun with the bad guys...
I know that most of the people that will read this entry are going to be pissed off... well whoever is reading this, you forgot one thing, I DON'T SEE THE PART WHERE I SAID THAT I FREACHIN' CARE.... so either get over it or don't read it....
some other smart asses will be like "but dude, not all guys are like that and not all girls are like that."----------> here is my answer to a comment like that, ready: I agree, not all girls are bad and not all guys are bastards, BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, and quoting a comedian "well you dressing up like a slut is not really a sign of you being a good girl, so make up your damn mind and pick a side"
other smart asses would be like: "dude, its not like that at all"---------> my answer to that is: if I wanted to hear crap I would have asked you, if you haven't been through what I have been through I don't wanna hear it from you because after the "dude" part all I heard was " bla bla, bla bla bla bla bla, bla bla bla bla bla bla bla, bla bla bla bla bla bla bla" so save yourself an ounce of dignity before I smash yourhead into my nice wind shield... to all of you who think that they know what they are talking about and proven wrong in time, a big SCREW YOU, YOU BASTARDS
if you feel that you are left out, quoting mencia : "you are next"
if you have a heart condition and you get easily offended, screw you, already told you if you don't like it don't read it....
Again I would like to remind the readers, I shouldn't really care what you think but I will add this as a courtesy, that I do not expect any of you to understand my views, where I am coming with the points, where I am going with the points, etc...
I am not sure if I want to keep this entry for long though... then again I wouldn't care, we'll see what I will decide in a week or so...
I am soooooo exhausted now... I think I am going to bed....