my soul is gone
i dont know how to get out i want to get out i dont like this it scares me too much i dont feel safe i want to run i want to let it go i want it to end i want it to stop and it wont i cant let it go im forced to listen to this and not being considered i know my past im scared or my future its not healthy im scared i dont like it im scared im scared im scared im scared i never thought it would be that way i didnt think it was supposed to be like that the rage the anger the hurt im scared im hurt i dont know what to do i feel out of control i dont want to be here anymore i dont like this i want to feel safe but i dont and i dont think i ever will why dont i deserve more to finally feel safe in the world how am i supposed to -------- where are the consequences or everyones behavior im supposed to ignore what happen and think it wont happen to me but i know that at some point it will it seems to be my destiny it surrounds me everyday of my life it was there in the begining and it will be there in the end