Yay summer...
So summer has begun officially. Vacation is over as is state convention and now it's just work. I babysit everyday and then work at McDonald's on Saturdays, which especially sucks because that means that if i up and decide to take a trip to the beach or some spontaneous stuff like that, i can't. I'm stuck. And i hate that.
On the brighter side, everything with Matthew is wonderful. Everything feels so free now. We talk and laugh with no expectations and nothing held back. Being with him makes me happier than i've felt in weeks.
Other than that, things are relatively the same. Caroline and Kristen are leaving me on sunday for the NY Road Trip from which my mother has forbidden me. Apparently the rumor that i'm a beach whore has quitened down. (For those of you still wondering, NOTHING happened at the beach.) I'm still waiting to hear from teaching fellows, although the director at State didn't seem like i had a very promising chance at NC State but i'm just waiting. Whatever happens (or doesn't happen)... happens.
I need to recover from Girls night with Mykaela so i'm off to sleep.
All the love.
On the brighter side, everything with Matthew is wonderful. Everything feels so free now. We talk and laugh with no expectations and nothing held back. Being with him makes me happier than i've felt in weeks.
Other than that, things are relatively the same. Caroline and Kristen are leaving me on sunday for the NY Road Trip from which my mother has forbidden me. Apparently the rumor that i'm a beach whore has quitened down. (For those of you still wondering, NOTHING happened at the beach.) I'm still waiting to hear from teaching fellows, although the director at State didn't seem like i had a very promising chance at NC State but i'm just waiting. Whatever happens (or doesn't happen)... happens.
I need to recover from Girls night with Mykaela so i'm off to sleep.
All the love.