SO SORRY
sry guys that i havent wrote in forever..WAY too much shit has been goin on.
i just dont wanna talk about all of it. i kinda just wanna start writing in here again and not say ne thing about it. sry.....
but yea im single. no bf. peteys gone. but i think we will get back together..prolly when he gets back from sb..but he said he needs time... but thats all im gonna say about that. because everytime i think about him and all that shit i just get soooo upset. n begin to cry. just like ive been every single night.
i was sick for awhile. had a viral infection or sumthin. im not quite sure. but i was outta work n school. had to go to the doc. n take nasty liquid medicine. but i took it all. but im still coughing. n still have all that shit stuck in my throat. soo idk??? WEIRD.
im gettin really dark!!! so thats good...been goin to the tannin bed. n its been really hott n pretty here..that makes me happy...least sumthin does. n bein outside watchin the kids...my face got burnt yesterday. but its all brown now..so it looks cute.
at this time i would like to thank everyone who has helped me thru this whole ordeal. which its not over yet...n im still upset...but im a lil better now...
FIRST N FOREMOST it goes to my BEST FRIEND KAYLIE!!!! OMG IDK WHAT I WOULD DO WITOUT U!!! I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!! N THANK YOU FOR BEIN THERE FOR ME THRU ALL THIS!!! I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO....THANK U FOR TALKIN TO HIM..FOR ALWAYS INSTILLING HOPE IN ME...N I JUST HOPE UR RIGHT BABA......
CLAIRE!!! THANK U OMGGGGGG. I SWEAR WE R LIKE TWINS. THE SAME SHIT HAPPENS TO US AT THE SAME TIME!! BUT THANK YOU SOOO MUCH. FOR TALKIN TO ME BOUT THIS. N TELLIN ME EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT. N CALLIN ME. N JUST MAKIN ME SMILE WHEN I THOUGHT I NEVER COULD! THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!
DARA!! OOO DARVA WEVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR FOREVER...N IM GLAD TO HEAR THAT U N UR BOY R BETTER. N RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA THANK U FOR LISTENIN TO ME BAWL ON THE PHONE N JUST TALK TO ME BOUT ALL THIS!!I LOVE YOU!!
ERBY!! OMG....U R SOOO INCREDIBLY SWEET!! N THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR HELPIN ME THRU THIS. N GIVIN ME POINTERS LOL. N JUST HELPIN ME BE HAPPIER OVERALL.ILY!!!
THANK YOU TO ALL MY LJ FREINDS WHO HAVE LEFT SWEET AND UPLIFTING COMMENTS. OMG GUYS U REALLY DONT KNO HOW MUCH THAT MEANT TO ME AND HOW MUCH U MEAN TO ME!! I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES RIGHT NOW JUST TALKIN BOUT IT.......
this has been sooooooooooooooooooooooooo incredibly hard for me. n i just dont kno what to say. cuz ive been so miserable. n i just dont care ne more. but idk i think there is hope. so im just waiting for that day for my love to come back......
but on to other things..havent been doin much lately. goin to school. goin to work. hangin wit kaylie. hangin wit dara. O but last weekend i did spend the wholeeee weekend wit britty!! which was sooo much fun. but also VERY HARD at the same time cuz petey lives like just down the road from her. n i drove by his house so many times just to see his car. SAD i kno. im pathetic. but i love him so.......
well i think ill write from now on. and im sry again to everyone that i havent written or commented n hardly ne of u guys journals..its just ive had wayyyy too much on my mind. n really just didnt feel like writing in here. cuz i woulda kept sayin the same things. so thats y i just dont wanna talk about it ne more. im not gonna write about it. cuz i really just dont wanna think about it ne more. cuz it just makes me upset. and like i said ill just repeat myself...n theres no need for that. BUT if sumthin wayy important goes down..ill let u guys kno :0)
thats it... once again THANK YOU SOO MUCH TO EVERYONE!!! n im sry bout not writin or commenting.
i will never stop loving u.....
i just dont wanna talk about all of it. i kinda just wanna start writing in here again and not say ne thing about it. sry.....
but yea im single. no bf. peteys gone. but i think we will get back together..prolly when he gets back from sb..but he said he needs time... but thats all im gonna say about that. because everytime i think about him and all that shit i just get soooo upset. n begin to cry. just like ive been every single night.
i was sick for awhile. had a viral infection or sumthin. im not quite sure. but i was outta work n school. had to go to the doc. n take nasty liquid medicine. but i took it all. but im still coughing. n still have all that shit stuck in my throat. soo idk??? WEIRD.
im gettin really dark!!! so thats good...been goin to the tannin bed. n its been really hott n pretty here..that makes me happy...least sumthin does. n bein outside watchin the kids...my face got burnt yesterday. but its all brown now..so it looks cute.
at this time i would like to thank everyone who has helped me thru this whole ordeal. which its not over yet...n im still upset...but im a lil better now...
FIRST N FOREMOST it goes to my BEST FRIEND KAYLIE!!!! OMG IDK WHAT I WOULD DO WITOUT U!!! I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!! N THANK YOU FOR BEIN THERE FOR ME THRU ALL THIS!!! I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO....THANK U FOR TALKIN TO HIM..FOR ALWAYS INSTILLING HOPE IN ME...N I JUST HOPE UR RIGHT BABA......
CLAIRE!!! THANK U OMGGGGGG. I SWEAR WE R LIKE TWINS. THE SAME SHIT HAPPENS TO US AT THE SAME TIME!! BUT THANK YOU SOOO MUCH. FOR TALKIN TO ME BOUT THIS. N TELLIN ME EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT. N CALLIN ME. N JUST MAKIN ME SMILE WHEN I THOUGHT I NEVER COULD! THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!
DARA!! OOO DARVA WEVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR FOREVER...N IM GLAD TO HEAR THAT U N UR BOY R BETTER. N RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA THANK U FOR LISTENIN TO ME BAWL ON THE PHONE N JUST TALK TO ME BOUT ALL THIS!!I LOVE YOU!!
ERBY!! OMG....U R SOOO INCREDIBLY SWEET!! N THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR HELPIN ME THRU THIS. N GIVIN ME POINTERS LOL. N JUST HELPIN ME BE HAPPIER OVERALL.ILY!!!
THANK YOU TO ALL MY LJ FREINDS WHO HAVE LEFT SWEET AND UPLIFTING COMMENTS. OMG GUYS U REALLY DONT KNO HOW MUCH THAT MEANT TO ME AND HOW MUCH U MEAN TO ME!! I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES RIGHT NOW JUST TALKIN BOUT IT.......
this has been sooooooooooooooooooooooooo incredibly hard for me. n i just dont kno what to say. cuz ive been so miserable. n i just dont care ne more. but idk i think there is hope. so im just waiting for that day for my love to come back......
but on to other things..havent been doin much lately. goin to school. goin to work. hangin wit kaylie. hangin wit dara. O but last weekend i did spend the wholeeee weekend wit britty!! which was sooo much fun. but also VERY HARD at the same time cuz petey lives like just down the road from her. n i drove by his house so many times just to see his car. SAD i kno. im pathetic. but i love him so.......
well i think ill write from now on. and im sry again to everyone that i havent written or commented n hardly ne of u guys journals..its just ive had wayyyy too much on my mind. n really just didnt feel like writing in here. cuz i woulda kept sayin the same things. so thats y i just dont wanna talk about it ne more. im not gonna write about it. cuz i really just dont wanna think about it ne more. cuz it just makes me upset. and like i said ill just repeat myself...n theres no need for that. BUT if sumthin wayy important goes down..ill let u guys kno :0)
thats it... once again THANK YOU SOO MUCH TO EVERYONE!!! n im sry bout not writin or commenting.
i will never stop loving u.....