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This weekend was supposed to be a wonderful, relaxing, much needed get away..and it turned out to be a failure. Ive been having mixed feelings about joe for a few weeks now, I told him my feelings had gotten weaker the last three weeks..so we left early sat morning, I was already uneasy because I didnt get to say goodbye to my baby girl because she was asleep, so we left, he had me coffee waiting for me from starbucks..which was super nice. Had a good ride down there, decent convo, comfortable..altho he doesnt know how to drive that well..or just wasnt paying enough attention to it. Arrived there, he got the room while I looked around the hotel..got up to the room, it was gorgeous, beautiful room, big flat screen tv, huge king bed, pretty view. So we left for IOA, the water taxi took a littler longer then expected but it was fun. Went to get the tickets, he stood in line and I chatted w my momma on the phone..she told me to relax and just enjoy my time. We got in the park and went on some rollar coasters, etc..got a beer, food..walked around harry potter ( which was awesome! ) had a really good time. We ate at margaritaville for lunch, it was delish. Went back to the room for a nap before going out that evening. Woke up at 830 and I had a headache and it was pouring outside..took some excedrin and got ready anyway..had a cute, short, tight black dress with a silk black and grey top, shiny red heels..I looked hot if I do say so myself (: We went out, took the water taxi over again..all the girls along the way were looking at me like I had horns and the guys were looking me up and down..lol. So we got to city walk, I was so excited..joe got us passes so that we could get into all the clubs. Went to the piano bar first, got a bahama mama, sat down and not 10 minutes in I looked over and joe was passing out in his chair ( he had been drinking sprite&vodka since he woke up from the nap )..I was a little embarressed because I knew everyone else was looking at him also..so we left a bit later and I asked him if he wanted to go back to the hotel..he said yes, but he didnt wanna ruin my night..not realizing he already had. So we went back, he passed out and I watched tv till I went to sleep. So that was my fabulous weekend, we left to come home around 12 the next day..I was missing my girl way too much. I havent talked to joe much since yesterday, I feel bad for him because I know he didnt want it to go that way..but oh well /; ..make or break? Break. &life goes on. We did get ada a cute cat and the had plushie, hes super soft..and she loves him (: