..am I? .. no im not.
I really cant believe im giving it a second thought, really. " Am I ungrateful? " .. uh ..at first I really wasn't sure what it was supposed to be directed towards.. but he made it pretty clear. I'm not mad .. im just-- its got me thinking all of a sudden. .. Just because I talk about how I cannot stand living with the people im living with and the way things are going right now .. doesn't mean that im ungrateful .. I'm sure thats what it was directed towards.. but figure this, you've come over .. and you've spent a few days with my family. ..all stuck under one roof, not saying I dont love them all .. but they can make you want to rip your hair out .. but .. i'm grateful that I have a family .. I mean some children ( like richie, hate to bring him into this conversation ) don't know their parents .. are shipped from house to house .. im a bit insulted that " ungrateful " would be pointed my way. You meant it in a harmless way, I hope ..
..and also, I think it hurt my feelings a bit.. from what just happened with Richie leaving me and my family with nothing, no money or anything ..it hurts that you would ask something like that .. maybe you didnt believe it.. but.. I dont see how you wouldn't.. because you asked.. but .. I've spent the last few weeks defending my family over and over again-- whatever.. im thinking way to much about it. i'm not ungrateful, and thats the end of it.
..in other news ..my throat is killing me .. just in time for my busy working weekend. ..and as I said in my other entry, I bought this new " got2b diva " hair stuff.. its cool. ..but considering the fact i've written in this damn thing a few times already today .. I think ill go. au revoir. ;) <33