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I kissed Jim.
And he kissed back.
Ok, so you want the whole scoop? Here goes.
Yesterday was Ashley's birthday, so I went to James' house. Me, James, Tom and Brandon made Ashley dinner. It's the first time anyone's sat down together at the kitchen table and had a meal together. And it was like we were family again.
At that time I could see the five of us spending the rest of our lives this way.
But it can't be that way.
Anyway sometime during the day I hooked BACK up with James. Which was a mistake because for gods sake he left me for that skank Aly! And I mean come on, he's a stoner now. And I'm trying to get myself away from that shit. But I dunno... we were ALL happy at that time.
This morning I leave early. I go to James' and Ashley lets me in and whatnot. I go wake up James and when he realized who it was he kinda pulled me down with him. We chilled and then walked to school.
But after school me and James saw eachother and I told him I didn't think we should be together. And I told him I'd meet him at his house later on.
I went over to Richard's house (Duff), and he showed me his blades and shit (and we were swingin' them around and whatnot) and then we played Dynasty Warriors 5 (and I OWNED his ass both games). Then I left and stopped at James' house. I cheered him up, and I think HE thinks that we're gonna be back together. And I thought we were going to be, too... but we didn't say anything. But then I had to leave so I said bye to James Tom and Brandon and went back to the green.
And I go stop and say hi to some people, namely Jay and Shawn... and I see Ed and Jim throwing around the frisbee. So I run full-out into Ed. Because he deserved it. But yeah me and Jim and Ed and Adam played frisbee, some of us leaving then coming back or w/e, going to sit down and coming back.
But then it was me and Jim, and we both ran after the frisbee and slid, and ended up just lyin' on the ground, panting. And then I started tickling him and we started wrestling. On and off.
And then we got really, really close. And he just kinda looked at me, and I looked at him, and we kissed.
And then he was like 'oh shit i think i'm late', because he's a wrestler and had open mats today. I dunno if that's a good sign or a bad sign. I think it's all right though. He kissed me back....
We had fun though. It was great.
I feel so goddamned happy right now.
And he kissed back.
Ok, so you want the whole scoop? Here goes.
Yesterday was Ashley's birthday, so I went to James' house. Me, James, Tom and Brandon made Ashley dinner. It's the first time anyone's sat down together at the kitchen table and had a meal together. And it was like we were family again.
At that time I could see the five of us spending the rest of our lives this way.
But it can't be that way.
Anyway sometime during the day I hooked BACK up with James. Which was a mistake because for gods sake he left me for that skank Aly! And I mean come on, he's a stoner now. And I'm trying to get myself away from that shit. But I dunno... we were ALL happy at that time.
This morning I leave early. I go to James' and Ashley lets me in and whatnot. I go wake up James and when he realized who it was he kinda pulled me down with him. We chilled and then walked to school.
But after school me and James saw eachother and I told him I didn't think we should be together. And I told him I'd meet him at his house later on.
I went over to Richard's house (Duff), and he showed me his blades and shit (and we were swingin' them around and whatnot) and then we played Dynasty Warriors 5 (and I OWNED his ass both games). Then I left and stopped at James' house. I cheered him up, and I think HE thinks that we're gonna be back together. And I thought we were going to be, too... but we didn't say anything. But then I had to leave so I said bye to James Tom and Brandon and went back to the green.
And I go stop and say hi to some people, namely Jay and Shawn... and I see Ed and Jim throwing around the frisbee. So I run full-out into Ed. Because he deserved it. But yeah me and Jim and Ed and Adam played frisbee, some of us leaving then coming back or w/e, going to sit down and coming back.
But then it was me and Jim, and we both ran after the frisbee and slid, and ended up just lyin' on the ground, panting. And then I started tickling him and we started wrestling. On and off.
And then we got really, really close. And he just kinda looked at me, and I looked at him, and we kissed.
And then he was like 'oh shit i think i'm late', because he's a wrestler and had open mats today. I dunno if that's a good sign or a bad sign. I think it's all right though. He kissed me back....
We had fun though. It was great.
I feel so goddamned happy right now.