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This morning, I woke up with a broken heart. It was awful. I had an amazing dream, when I woke up I was happy for a moment, but then realized that it was just a dream.
I dreamt that somehow I had become friends with brandon again. I don't know what it was. But he lived with his parents still. It was snowing. Since we were friends I was staying at his house. His girlfriend happened to be there also. But his family hated her. I was cool with that. I don't remember all of the details, but I remember that there was this moment where I was asleep, in my dream, and he laid next to me, but I pretended to be asleep. He whispered that he loved me. It was good. I was happy. Then he broke up with his girlfriend for me, and we were together. I don't think I've ever been so happy in my whole life!
Then I woke up.
The whole time I was getting ready this morning I contimplated calling him. In the end, I decided that it would be best if I didn't. After all, the last time I called he was too busy, and never called back. I think I should have gotten the hint.
I don't think I have his number anymore anyway.. I had to delete it from my phone so I didn't do something stupid.
I dreamt that somehow I had become friends with brandon again. I don't know what it was. But he lived with his parents still. It was snowing. Since we were friends I was staying at his house. His girlfriend happened to be there also. But his family hated her. I was cool with that. I don't remember all of the details, but I remember that there was this moment where I was asleep, in my dream, and he laid next to me, but I pretended to be asleep. He whispered that he loved me. It was good. I was happy. Then he broke up with his girlfriend for me, and we were together. I don't think I've ever been so happy in my whole life!
Then I woke up.
The whole time I was getting ready this morning I contimplated calling him. In the end, I decided that it would be best if I didn't. After all, the last time I called he was too busy, and never called back. I think I should have gotten the hint.
I don't think I have his number anymore anyway.. I had to delete it from my phone so I didn't do something stupid.