Feb 10, 2006 20:08
I suppose I just want to be accepted.
Not by others, but by myself.
Because once I start to love, no, accept myself, I will accept the fact that people love and accept me; and I won't always worry that they truthfully dislike me and wish I was someone completely different.
My mother told me that I am excruciatingly hard on myself and in return am hard on everyone else. It is a tragic flaw on my part and I suppose I should work on it too, while I work on the acception issue. Perhaps it will all just click, given enough time.
Perhaps everything really will be okay in the end.
Dear LiveJournal maintaners,
You do not have the word "acception" as the correct spelling in your dictionary. It is the correct spelling, I googled it. Thank you.