i loved you till it killed me.

[thepartimissed]

 Lord here me out. I confess that i have been less than forgiving. Holding onto pain. Its hard to give it over to you. When will she realize her actions hurt more than her words could ever heal. When will i realize that my pain is yours to hold if i just let it go. I don't know what im hoping for cause nothing she offers will make the hurt go away... so why can't i just forgive?.....

I've tried all the things they told me
Trying to close up the wounds left open by you
And if I seem doubtful, distrusting.....I am...

I'm sorry. I'm trying to forgive but its taken some time.