Apr 07, 2008 00:56
so. trying to decide what to do in the fall. like school wise. i feel like i still don't have a whole lot of direction so i'll be in the exact same boat. i have awhile to think about it, though.
i think that the newsletter went over well. every two weeks is gonna be hard, though. we'll see.
i miss my mom and dad lately. and stephanie. but tomorrow's monday and she saaid she was making her driving test appt then. third times a charm, mang.
i am soo excited for it to be summer. everything is better when it's nice out. eeeverything.
i don't have cable hooked up and i miss watching conan! yes i know the living room is right next door and i could simply walk a few feet and the problem would be solved haha. whatever, i'm not here to be judged, friends!
i had a legit nightmare a couple nights ago. it wasn't scary, it just just horrible. i rarely even remember dreams, let alone have such vivid and life like ones.. it was nuts.. i woke up crying and in a cold sweat like i actually had to change my clothes.. it was the worst thing in the world. however the feeling of relief when i woke up was unlike anything i have ever felt, haha.
and i wonder still. if i should bother. or just let it be. whatever.
i need to be creative!
if i'm just bad news, then you're a liar.