i'm not made of steel

[thepantsdance]

in 2007..

i realized i am a terrible judge of character
i made a lot of bad decisions
i completely lost myself
i gave too much
i finally saw the beastie boys!
i let myself be taken advantage of
i wrote a lot
i had the most awful few days i could imagine
i had the hardest / worst few weeks of my life
i read a lot
i cried for almost a week straight
i turned 21!

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quick response

[greenapplebang]

hey, to be perfectly honest... i don't belive its possible to miss me too much. and as for your total inability to judge character, at least you are wise enough to remain best friends with me! yeah? can't fault yourself there! also, something you should probably remember is that as your best friend, it is, and always will be, my duty, and my pleasure, to remind you of your merits and remember all of the good things about you, supposing you are dumb enough to forget about them. whatever it is that you gave away or think you lost really can't be that important since you are still the most generous, loyal, supportive, hilarious, lovely, and loving friend i have. be it a sweater, your time, your opinion, money, a ride, i have never asked you for anything that you were unwilling to hand over without question. i can tell you anything about myself and know for certain that you will do everything in your power to justify my decision and actions and opinions. you implicitly believe in me regardless of whether i have proven i deserve it. you are the only person who can make me laugh while discussing the usage of seat belts. i am always glad that we have totally different styles when we hang out because i don't think i could ever go out in public and appear to be in competition with you. there is no way i could possibly thank you enough for being who you are and so im not going to bother. i plan to continue taking you entirely for granted and calling you in the middle of the night whenever i might be so inclined and doing whatever totally rude and conceited and self centered things i feel like doing because im pretty sure you're going to forgive me and love me anyway! so ha! to get to the point...stop being such a melodramatic fool, neurotic to the bone no doubt about it. i love you and i miss you.