it (was) halloween in holy-oke
maybe i am getting better. i didn't cry that much yesterday..so that's good. there are times when i get so close to sending him a message or something but i haven't. and i think i should just never talk to him again, who cares if he has my car key right? it is hard but so far i've done it and it's getting easier. hating him makes it easier. i don't think he knows i know. i'm pretty sure he doesn't actually. but it's just not worth it.
today i need to go to the bank, pay rent, do a lot of homework, and watch sex and the city. i am going home on sunday so i can get my car fixed, i should probably clean it before that happens.