let downs and return of unrest
Today was a major bummer. After a brief meeting this morning with a few friends, I got mixed feelings from a certain person whom I have liked for a very long time, and felt had the same feelings back. But I have finally came to the realization that this person will NEVER feel the same way about me, and it seriously has crushed me emotionally like I've never been hurt before. Its unreal.
I have been rejected before, and I have had a build-up in a relationship to the point where we cant stand each other anymore...but NEVER, have I felt so broken without even ASKING the other person about a possible relationship.
I don't even know how to talk about this, because its just so crazy. Teenage relationships suck, but this is REALLY bugging me. Self doubt isnt even an issue anymore, its just as though a curtain has opend to expose the truth.
There can be no relationship.
Oh a lighter note, the band Sev is sending me a copy of all their cds and some promotional stuff to hand out. Sev is THE rox. www.sevmusic.com
click on media and listen to All These Dreams and Lust
I have been rejected before, and I have had a build-up in a relationship to the point where we cant stand each other anymore...but NEVER, have I felt so broken without even ASKING the other person about a possible relationship.
I don't even know how to talk about this, because its just so crazy. Teenage relationships suck, but this is REALLY bugging me. Self doubt isnt even an issue anymore, its just as though a curtain has opend to expose the truth.
There can be no relationship.
Oh a lighter note, the band Sev is sending me a copy of all their cds and some promotional stuff to hand out. Sev is THE rox. www.sevmusic.com
click on media and listen to All These Dreams and Lust