hmm space gave me time to think...if that makes sense?...
ok so im in a really great rlationship....it is slowly growing from like to love and all of my friends are great and i have a job and a car and im going to get a better job..and...well...it just seems like everything is in place and it all feels right but there is still something missing....im not sure what it is and im sure i wont until i become painfully aware of it....hmmm i guess thats the way everything works though right? i mean do you know that you love someone right away? well i dont and i realize i do when i am away for a long time or if something tests me on my commitment for someone or something......well its snowing outside of my house right now...its cool i want it to snow more and more....i wish i had some ecstasy right now...i would be happy...ok i think im not going to write anymore right now.....im goiing to myspace........dont ask why i just am..ya ok bye bye!