I'm so grr grr grouchy it's not funny
You know that article about signing onto a bond ignorant of the change that's going to rise up deep inside you and then having to commit to it with blatant but compelled disregard for your changed self and thus eventually having a lot of thoughts on regret and the wasted time of your youth, yeah that one that everyone's been talking about and raising as a caveat to potential scholarship applicants. Well, if that sort of change could happen within less than a quartre of a year, surely it could happen in more than just a few years. I have realised that enthusiasm can't be cultivated: you either are excited for something or you aren't; it's pointless and quite self-delusional to be thinking oh I am bored to pieces now and I am dreading it but when it happens I will love it y/y! Oh gosh yes I have learnt I have learnt I will remember this lesson for a long while to come.
Looking at all the photos on facebook, I MISS SCHOOL ):
Sometimes all I want to do is to find a cave uninhabited by insects and bring all my favourite people and favourite things into it and then stay there for a really long time. Ok it's not ALL that I want to do but I certainly want to do that very, very much.
Looking at all the photos on facebook, I MISS SCHOOL ):
Sometimes all I want to do is to find a cave uninhabited by insects and bring all my favourite people and favourite things into it and then stay there for a really long time. Ok it's not ALL that I want to do but I certainly want to do that very, very much.