Have you ever just looked up at the sky......and wondered why?

[theouijatheory]

I mean think about it have you ever just looked up at sky at not or during the day and wondered....why your here, or what you suppose to do or why things are the way they are.....I do all the time.....I also realized recently that ever since I stopped hanging out with my old friends I've gone soft but let's see I personally don't see it as a problem but here are some of the things I see about myself now.....

+'s
I have lots of friends that care
I get less things stolen from me
I get to hang out with awesome people that I love everyday
Boos and Goos
More time for music and shows

thats not all but all that comes to mind

-'s
spend more money
get walked all over
becoming more co-dependant
get attached to things too easily= Loneliness

no matter what pros and cons I can come up with I still like my life more now than ever it's just seems as though I get let down alot and I just want to be on top once to see what it feels like because it's been far to long......oh well goodbye friends back to work with me