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roy came over yesterday...i got emotional. he held me close and told me he loved me for the first time...which made me even more emotional.
we cuddled for what seemed like mere minutes..but it was 4 hours. we went to crystal beach...but it was so effing cold we didn't stay but 5 seconds. i adored the drive over and back though...alone time with my heart is always great stuff.
we got back to my house at 11:30 and watched IWTV downstairs in the living room..or atleast..some of it. we both fell asleep. i awoke to the annoying tapping of my dad's fingers on my head and his voice saying "it's really late." if roy wasn't sleeping next to me i would've gotten hystarical...he refused to go back upstairs to give us time to regain our bounds...he stood downstairs until roy and i walked out the door. roy was unsteady on his feet and i was so afraid he wasn't going to be able to drive like that. poor guy. but he promised he'd be fine as long as he could get himself some redbull and moutaindew.
saying goodbye to him is always hard. *sigh* i said i'd wait up for him until he got home so he could tell me he arrived ok...but i fell asleep and now i feel guilty. he hasn't been online today yet...i'm starting to get a little worried. *sigh*
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we cuddled for what seemed like mere minutes..but it was 4 hours. we went to crystal beach...but it was so effing cold we didn't stay but 5 seconds. i adored the drive over and back though...alone time with my heart is always great stuff.
we got back to my house at 11:30 and watched IWTV downstairs in the living room..or atleast..some of it. we both fell asleep. i awoke to the annoying tapping of my dad's fingers on my head and his voice saying "it's really late." if roy wasn't sleeping next to me i would've gotten hystarical...he refused to go back upstairs to give us time to regain our bounds...he stood downstairs until roy and i walked out the door. roy was unsteady on his feet and i was so afraid he wasn't going to be able to drive like that. poor guy. but he promised he'd be fine as long as he could get himself some redbull and moutaindew.
saying goodbye to him is always hard. *sigh* i said i'd wait up for him until he got home so he could tell me he arrived ok...but i fell asleep and now i feel guilty. he hasn't been online today yet...i'm starting to get a little worried. *sigh*
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