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So, it's the start of yet another school year and I find myself sinking into a bit of a depressed state. Why can't I find a job? Why isn't there a budget for counselors? Why do all my friends seem to have these amazing jobs while I get stuck?
It's probably because I don't want to leave San Diego yet. I imagine that if I was willing to move, I could have found something, somewhere. I'm not trying to say that I am the most candidate for a job that has ever existed, but I do believe that I am capable of anything I set my mind to. I work hard and give everything when I'm in a job. What I lack in experience in years, I make up for in heart. Why doesn't that matter anymore?
Ugh. I'm just frustrated with this again. Back to School time used to make me so happy and excited...now it just makes me depressed. A week from today I turn 25 and SDUSD starts school. But instead of waking up early for the first day of work, I will be waking up early to wait for the AT&T U-Verse repair man to come fix our TV. Lame.
Sigh. I just needed to vent.
It's probably because I don't want to leave San Diego yet. I imagine that if I was willing to move, I could have found something, somewhere. I'm not trying to say that I am the most candidate for a job that has ever existed, but I do believe that I am capable of anything I set my mind to. I work hard and give everything when I'm in a job. What I lack in experience in years, I make up for in heart. Why doesn't that matter anymore?
Ugh. I'm just frustrated with this again. Back to School time used to make me so happy and excited...now it just makes me depressed. A week from today I turn 25 and SDUSD starts school. But instead of waking up early for the first day of work, I will be waking up early to wait for the AT&T U-Verse repair man to come fix our TV. Lame.
Sigh. I just needed to vent.