Sep 14, 2005 19:41
They got off scot free.
I should feel good about this. Touchy-feely good vibes won out over harshness and anger.
But it feels wrong. All that shit to slog through, all this harassing of my friends I had to do, all the pain in the guts trying to figure out how I feel about all this... and nothing happened.
Other than probably burning a few personal bridges. Quite the honor to do that.
Wally called it a 'rape for a rape,' and I haven't been able to get that out of my head ever since. It's what it was. This was a rape they had time to discuss and VOTE on.
Tried to be mitigating, tried to stay positive and focus on making everybody feel good about the outcome... but Lord, I wanted to bring down the hammer.
Just feels evil.
Also feels like I've wasting too much time feeling like hell over a piece of shit like Dr. Light.
Bad sign when the fact that you're supposed to have a date with Wonder Woman soon can't cheer you up.
Could use a drink... but the last thing I need to do right now is become my grandfather, and start drinkin' alone.
...
Motherfucker.