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I think I've come to a realization, and that realization doesn't help me in the slightest, go figure, eh?
I'm scared. Scared of hurt, scared of distance, scared of unpredictable possibilities. I've liked this girl for a while, don't know if it's reciprocated, and may not find out at all due to my lache behavior. I've just been really uncertain on what to do about any of it. I'm a person who likes a long relationship, can't help it. But school starts in august in just 80 days. How's there a possibility for anything to happen and for anything to stay strong once I've been removed to a place 3.5 hours away? Some people are going to be trying something similar this upcoming year. There's Fraz and Alena, and Shaun and Ariel, but I can't help but feel that because of UNH being only about an hour's drive that I can't properly base my comparisons upon them. Not to mention those relationships have been about for a while so each is used to distance. I just see her in the hallway, or at break, and I freeze but I can't take my eyes away, maybe I should add her to my scared list...
On a separate note, I've discovered that I'm a big Def Leppard fan. At least of his hits from the vault albums.
I've passed precalc for the year with a solid C. Which basically means that I have all of the credits that BHS requires for me to graduate. I could stop going to DE, and I'd still pass it, so my MSTBs are all set, and my humanities were over and done with last year. So, as long as my grades aren't absolutely terrible this quarter, this kid is going to college.
Railways and dead talkshow hosts,
~Mike
PS- please don't heckle me for a name
I'm scared. Scared of hurt, scared of distance, scared of unpredictable possibilities. I've liked this girl for a while, don't know if it's reciprocated, and may not find out at all due to my lache behavior. I've just been really uncertain on what to do about any of it. I'm a person who likes a long relationship, can't help it. But school starts in august in just 80 days. How's there a possibility for anything to happen and for anything to stay strong once I've been removed to a place 3.5 hours away? Some people are going to be trying something similar this upcoming year. There's Fraz and Alena, and Shaun and Ariel, but I can't help but feel that because of UNH being only about an hour's drive that I can't properly base my comparisons upon them. Not to mention those relationships have been about for a while so each is used to distance. I just see her in the hallway, or at break, and I freeze but I can't take my eyes away, maybe I should add her to my scared list...
On a separate note, I've discovered that I'm a big Def Leppard fan. At least of his hits from the vault albums.
I've passed precalc for the year with a solid C. Which basically means that I have all of the credits that BHS requires for me to graduate. I could stop going to DE, and I'd still pass it, so my MSTBs are all set, and my humanities were over and done with last year. So, as long as my grades aren't absolutely terrible this quarter, this kid is going to college.
Railways and dead talkshow hosts,
~Mike
PS- please don't heckle me for a name