Anybody want to Limbo?
Well the first week or so back from break has sort of been life back to normal. Except the store is really slow right now so I've worked like once since I've been back... definitely getting like a $20 paycheck next week... literally. And it's gonna stay like that for the next few weeks, so I've had an abnormally abundant amount of free time. Granted I have a lot of school work I could be doing I really don't feel like doing it at all. The senioritis is kicking in really hard lately.
But in a good direction I am at least moving towards doing something about this whole real world situation. I actually applied for a position at the FBI the other day... that's craziness to think that in a few month I could be working for the FBI. And I'm working on finishing the applications and getting the copies of my transcript for a few other jobs aswell. I don't really know how much of a chance I have at any of these jobs, am I qualified enough, willI get an interview, if i do will they like me? I really don't like the whole roll of the dice feeling that this whole part of my life gives me.
I really want to find a job back up north so I can be closer to George. We've been doing this long distance thing for almost 2 years now, and we could take more time... we could be even farther, and we could still be ok, but at the same time... I feel like if I have a chance to improve the situation I want to take it. At the same time I know I should look for options everywhere but I don't think I'm at a place in my life where I want to just pack my things and move to California (you'd be surprised how many FRSC jobs are there). And I'd be OK with going somewhere if I had a place in mind, like if I'd always wanted to move to Florida ro Nevada or where ever, this is my chance. But there isn't anywhere I really want to go right now. There are big enough changes coming already, I don't want to make them any bigger.
I guess at least I've finally stopped talking about it and started doing something. But I still cringe every time someone asks "So what are you doing after graduation" And that's pretty much the standard question. It almost makes me wonder if I should have just caved in and gone to grad school, it seems like the safe option at the moment. Hopefully I'll pull a miracle and a job out of this all in the end.
...remember if you see me in passing... don't ask, because I don't know.
But in a good direction I am at least moving towards doing something about this whole real world situation. I actually applied for a position at the FBI the other day... that's craziness to think that in a few month I could be working for the FBI. And I'm working on finishing the applications and getting the copies of my transcript for a few other jobs aswell. I don't really know how much of a chance I have at any of these jobs, am I qualified enough, willI get an interview, if i do will they like me? I really don't like the whole roll of the dice feeling that this whole part of my life gives me.
I really want to find a job back up north so I can be closer to George. We've been doing this long distance thing for almost 2 years now, and we could take more time... we could be even farther, and we could still be ok, but at the same time... I feel like if I have a chance to improve the situation I want to take it. At the same time I know I should look for options everywhere but I don't think I'm at a place in my life where I want to just pack my things and move to California (you'd be surprised how many FRSC jobs are there). And I'd be OK with going somewhere if I had a place in mind, like if I'd always wanted to move to Florida ro Nevada or where ever, this is my chance. But there isn't anywhere I really want to go right now. There are big enough changes coming already, I don't want to make them any bigger.
I guess at least I've finally stopped talking about it and started doing something. But I still cringe every time someone asks "So what are you doing after graduation" And that's pretty much the standard question. It almost makes me wonder if I should have just caved in and gone to grad school, it seems like the safe option at the moment. Hopefully I'll pull a miracle and a job out of this all in the end.
...remember if you see me in passing... don't ask, because I don't know.