"There, I just said it. I'm scared you'll forget about me."
I'm considering cutting my dreads off.
Not for the usual "I need a change", oh no.
But my locs have been going sour for awhile
I've been trying to coerce them a better way
I think I fucked up with how I dreaded them.
Now, down the middle of my head
There is like...a "balding spot", so to speak
One of my front dreads is prepped to fall off
It's holding on by threads...literally.
All the surrounding hair I've been trying to use to reinforce it won't reinforce
It'll hang around.
It'll hold.
But it won't actually dread into anything.
And it kinda pisses me off.
My dreads haven't been making me mad at all, oh no.
I look at curlybits ' dreads and they're SOO much closer to what I've wanted
thunderbiscuit has awesome dreads too.
THICKER.
Naturally.
And mine continue to thin.
There are so many other people on this community "Get Up Dread Up"
Currently, I can't remember other names though.
=/
So...I'm considering starting over.
Doing it the right way this time.
MY WAY.
Get them started by someone I trust.
I don't quite know how Megan's girlfriend does 'em
But currently I trust her more than any other stylist.
I want them started professionally.
No one I know can section my hair how I'd want them to grow in.
So...I'll start over.
I was thinking it was going to happen within the next year
I didn't believe it, but part of me said it would
I just didn't think I'd consider it so soon.
If I do get it cut
Davion wants to do it.
My ex-dance partner's husband.
I find myself preferring him anyway.
I'm going to do like Sonny.
I'm gonna wait until I'm led in spirit
Because I LOVE MY BABIES!
I love how they rest on my shoulders
When I jump around
I love how they emphasize my excitement.
My locs are ME.
I know locs are a style that I need to have.
It helps my face stay proportionate to my body
I actually look decent with them (I believe)
GUDU and the world seem to believe otherwise
[I never fish for compliments; I just honestly don't see anything attractive about me]
Whatever, I got to go to school.
I'll tag this entry later.