Aug 14, 2005 04:38
bear w/ me on this y'all, i'm new.
i needed an outlet / way to promote myself / way to let folks know what's good w/ me at whatever moment.
cause trust, it's never a boring moment here.
right now? i'm smelling kinda funky, like a fucked up amalgam of james brown and sewage drains. sorry for the tmi, but it's so nessecary, in that i haven't showered yet, today.
like leonard washington once said, "we're not at so different. we all like to eat, sleep, make love from time to time....and wash. throughly."
i wish i had some pictures to throw up on this bitch, but young doesn't have:
a camera / friends with a camera / friends period.
haha.
i tried using some recent camera phone jaunts but those distorted so much, i went from looking like ll to looking like fat joe. and that ain't fly. i'm tryna preserve the sexy, much like a young sean combs.
it's been a lazy saturday thus far...ain't been any fights w/ family that normally accomodate sunday, which is good.
mom's been looking for a eating disorder clinic for jessica tho. : (
i progressively get more worried for jess as the days go by, but i just pray to god she'll start gaining weight soon. maybe once she realize no one trusts an anorexic looking cook? lol.
i know it's bad to make jokes, but it's the only way i survive. i'd be balled up crying all the time.
ever since i bought "belly", i repeatedly watch the intro. the use of "back to life" is crazy. and when the drums drop?.....
my mother just told my sister very loudly "your full of shit, asshole!". so i guess that whole no fighting thing ain't work.
*sighs*
this life is crazy.
but holla at me.