GUYS, I THINK IT'S TIME I ADMIT SOMETHING TO YOU. You know how all through seasons one, two and three I called myself a Dean!girl? And how, from half way through season four, I started calling myself a Sam!girl? I HAVE BEEN LYING.
THE TRUTH IS, I HAVE BEEN AN ADAM!GIRL ALL ALONG. THAT'S RIGHT.
As such, this episode is tragic and sad and betray-y. THEY TOTALLY JUST IMPLIED ADAM WAS DEAD AGAIN AT THE END. HOW COULD THEY? ;___; BRB, SHAKING AND CRYING.
THIS EPISODE JUST MADE ME SO SAD, YOU GUYS. IT MADE ME SO SAD.
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Okay, I am not sad, I an jumping up and down with glee like a puppy on speed HOLY SHIT THAT WAS AWESOME.
(Also, I am still a Sam!girl.)
(I am just a very tri-bro Sam!girl.)
Oh man, could that have been better? DEAN IS 100% FORGIVEN. IT IS AS IF HE NEVER DID ANYTHING TO HURT ME IN THE FIRST PLACE. After last week, when I didn't write a reaction post but if I had I might have shamefully admitted that by the end I actually liked Castiel more than I liked Dean (INORITE? Those of you who have heard my candid opinions in the past are now DEAD FROM SHOCK), Dean has FULLY regained his RIGHTFUL throne as nearly-my-favourite-character-but-not-quite-but-almost-(only-because-my-feelings-for-Sam-are-batshit-crazily-obsessive). OH DEAN ILU. Having said that, Castiel has not lost any of the ground he gained. WHAT EVEN IS THIS. CASTIEL IS INTERESTING AND I CARE ABOUT HIS FEE-FEES. WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH THE REAL SPN WRITERS?
So basically, I LOVE EVERYONE.
And now maybe someone will finally (finally) write me some Sam/Adam (older!brother!Sam :DDDD). Or Dean/Adam, that is now also of interest to me. Or Sam/Dean/Adam. Or Adam genfic. LOOK, I DON'T CARE, I JUST WANT MOAR ADAM.
Also, I loved all of the RIDICULOUS FAN SERVICE EVERYWHERE. I know you love us when you gay it up, Supernatural, and that makes me forgive you for all the hurt. <3333
And based on how much I loved all the fan service, I have decided my new OTP is Sam/Dean/Adam/Castiel/Jess/Andy/Jo/Chuck/Becky. IF CANON IS GOING TO BE A SUBTEXT ORGY IT SEEMS ONLY RIGHT THAT EVERYONE SLEEP WITH EVERYONE.