be strong
dearest ah boy is in distress now.
he has been vomiting and having a diarrhea for 2 whole days. because of that, he has also stopped eating and that has been 48 hours and it's killing me to see him in this state.
went to the vet today and she suspected some virus cause he hasn't taken his vaccination for quite sometime (the pet shop that we bought him from told my mum that he has completed and has no need to take anymore other than the puppy vaccine. now i feel so stupid)
he was too weak to bark and growl at the vet. he was so weak that he couldn't even find the energy to shiver. sleep to him is a painful and tiring process, oh the irony. he sleeps while standing cause he doesn't know when he will have to rush to the newspaper to vomit.
his diarrhea has stopped, thank god for that. but his vomiting is still so persistent. i cooked porridge for him and had to use a syringe to feed him. managed to get a little into him only. i will have to try it again tomorrow.
to be honest, i'm worried that he doesn't have much time left. he is turning 12 this month and if that really happens, i will be at a loss, not knowing what to do. even more so, concern about how my mum is going to take it.
2009 hasn't been a very smooth sailing year and in 2010, this has to happen. i bet it will not have happened if the whole family didnt go Genting. i'm feeling super guilty for going now. i wish i could turn back time, but i guess, it's fated.
ah boy, be strong. jie jie will be rooting for you. spending the whole day with him to nurse him. please please please, i long to hear his bark and to see him run around playfully.
he has been vomiting and having a diarrhea for 2 whole days. because of that, he has also stopped eating and that has been 48 hours and it's killing me to see him in this state.
went to the vet today and she suspected some virus cause he hasn't taken his vaccination for quite sometime (the pet shop that we bought him from told my mum that he has completed and has no need to take anymore other than the puppy vaccine. now i feel so stupid)
he was too weak to bark and growl at the vet. he was so weak that he couldn't even find the energy to shiver. sleep to him is a painful and tiring process, oh the irony. he sleeps while standing cause he doesn't know when he will have to rush to the newspaper to vomit.
his diarrhea has stopped, thank god for that. but his vomiting is still so persistent. i cooked porridge for him and had to use a syringe to feed him. managed to get a little into him only. i will have to try it again tomorrow.
to be honest, i'm worried that he doesn't have much time left. he is turning 12 this month and if that really happens, i will be at a loss, not knowing what to do. even more so, concern about how my mum is going to take it.
2009 hasn't been a very smooth sailing year and in 2010, this has to happen. i bet it will not have happened if the whole family didnt go Genting. i'm feeling super guilty for going now. i wish i could turn back time, but i guess, it's fated.
ah boy, be strong. jie jie will be rooting for you. spending the whole day with him to nurse him. please please please, i long to hear his bark and to see him run around playfully.