Whoa.

[theorangepeach]

Went to the mall today... Day after Christmas shopping. It was absolutely crazy. Went to Old Navy first... bought two shirts. They're niiiice : ) Then went to a couple places in the mall... Bought a shirt from Rave, I think? Or 5.7.9? I don't remember... haha... it's prettttty tho. Saw a buncha people... was out until around 5 somethin. Then came home and watched a bunch of "Law and Order"s and "Without a Trace"s and "CSI"s... I'm so freaking bored. And tired of being grounded. I can't wait until Tivo is no longer my main form of entertainment... ugh. Been talkin to some pretty random people lately... A friend's ex... another friend's enemy's brother lol... Couple other random people. Weird, but cool. I'll be happy to chill with em once I'm off punishment. It's been a really really long time... I'm hoping that when I'm not grounded anymore I won't still be in this... mode. This strange feeling of antisocialism. It makes no sense. I'm one of the most social people you'll ever meet, but since I've been grounded I've been so... not in touch with people. I've lost a lot of friends... not that I hate them or that they hate me.. it's just that I haven't been working to stay close to them. I've talked to new people, too, though... And that's nice. I mean it's nice to meet new people... and it's been nice getting back to talking to some of my old friends. People that I haven't hung out with in years... like Sara M.. Hopefully these "friendships" that consist of nothing but talking online (since that's practically my LIFE right now) will carry out into the "real world" or whatever the hell you'd want to call it. I have to find who sings this song I heard on "Without a Trace." I think it might be called Pink Flamingo, but I don't know... it's a good song, though. I'm so unbelievably bored. There's nobody online that I really want to talk to... Oh, shit... what did I do with my phone...

By the way... I had my "Mood" set to "exanimate," but it was like... lumpy. I don't understand.