This Year...
I had a feeling things would change.
It bugged me through December.
And now, Katie is single, which took both me and Kappy by sheer surprise. I want to know she's ok, as I have been informed that she's squatting, and I just want to make sure she's not emotionally hurting too much. I do worry about her.
Katrina, my other best friend, is moving to Calgary, though I have mentioned this before. She's actually going to be here today, something I never thought would happen, and to be honest, it's a good feeling as it's something I have wanted for a long, long time.
It's only the first week of January, and the unbelievable has happened twice now. I honestly don't know what to make of all of it. Even talking of it here is a bit difficult because I know that there are those out there that know more to the stories than I, and I don't want to know them. I have the promises I made to others months, if not longer then that. I intend to keep them.
Change...
It's funny how it can happen so suddenly.
I'm reeling from these changes and more, like Carrie seeing someone.
Yet I can look upon it all and see the patterns that they are forming, the lines that fate has cast them upon and I understand them, which in itself is more terrifying than anything else. Because then, I can't argue.
All I can do is wait.
Wait and see what happens.
If those who aren't talking to me will talk to me when they are ready.
If I will make the leaps in my job I want to.
If I will be given a second chance.
Or if I will give another chance. (though honestly, you all know I will...)
Life.
You can only choose to live it.
It bugged me through December.
And now, Katie is single, which took both me and Kappy by sheer surprise. I want to know she's ok, as I have been informed that she's squatting, and I just want to make sure she's not emotionally hurting too much. I do worry about her.
Katrina, my other best friend, is moving to Calgary, though I have mentioned this before. She's actually going to be here today, something I never thought would happen, and to be honest, it's a good feeling as it's something I have wanted for a long, long time.
It's only the first week of January, and the unbelievable has happened twice now. I honestly don't know what to make of all of it. Even talking of it here is a bit difficult because I know that there are those out there that know more to the stories than I, and I don't want to know them. I have the promises I made to others months, if not longer then that. I intend to keep them.
Change...
It's funny how it can happen so suddenly.
I'm reeling from these changes and more, like Carrie seeing someone.
Yet I can look upon it all and see the patterns that they are forming, the lines that fate has cast them upon and I understand them, which in itself is more terrifying than anything else. Because then, I can't argue.
All I can do is wait.
Wait and see what happens.
If those who aren't talking to me will talk to me when they are ready.
If I will make the leaps in my job I want to.
If I will be given a second chance.
Or if I will give another chance. (though honestly, you all know I will...)
Life.
You can only choose to live it.