Emotion Download:
Sorry folks, but today's post is an emotion download for my benefit alone:
Yeah, none of these moods really describes what I'm feeling right now. I'm not frustrated,,, more like... angsty... I think the music selection describes it better... the good thing about this is people are online for me to talk to and work things out in my head. This isn't anyone's fault, it's probably just my medication... well it's probably a mix of my meds and a bunch of things welling up. I really need to communicate things earlier before they well up like this. They just seem trivial when they start out but they grow into little festering boils under my skin, in the back of my throut and behind my eyes. blargh...
I like working problems out... when they turn out right. I like improving. That's one of my better qualities. I will continue improving myself until the day I die or until I become exactly the person I want, which ever comes first. The king shall have his queen. For ever and ever... Amen!
Yeah, none of these moods really describes what I'm feeling right now. I'm not frustrated,,, more like... angsty... I think the music selection describes it better... the good thing about this is people are online for me to talk to and work things out in my head. This isn't anyone's fault, it's probably just my medication... well it's probably a mix of my meds and a bunch of things welling up. I really need to communicate things earlier before they well up like this. They just seem trivial when they start out but they grow into little festering boils under my skin, in the back of my throut and behind my eyes. blargh...
I like working problems out... when they turn out right. I like improving. That's one of my better qualities. I will continue improving myself until the day I die or until I become exactly the person I want, which ever comes first. The king shall have his queen. For ever and ever... Amen!