life like woah
Yes, I know...I suck at livejournal. The only person I apologize to is Bobby Main. (And to him...profuse apologies. And coffee. Someday. When we're both in the Square at the same time).
Life is...going well. At least in all aspects one posts about on livejournal;) Things with classes are going really well - mostly back on track after last semester. Life plans are good - hopefully a summer in Ghana and some good decisions about where I want to head after graduation next may.
Social life is good mostly - Anna is wonderful and I love her...Emily is the best friend ever, Holly and I are working on spending more time together, and Anita and Erin and I are having dinner tomorrow night:) Obviously I still have regrets on some fronts and am missing my Mandi and especially my wifey more than I can say, but overall I am fairly content with the status of things.
I wish I had more alone time - that I was more motivated to do work, that I was enjoying PBriggs class better and had more time for Chris' readings instead of reading stupid fucking Walden. Yes. English major who hates Walden. And you know me - I love those dead white guys more than anyone. Most of them.
I'm working on life for next year...room plans, classes, thesis ideas and finalized plans about minors...philosophy for sure. (Africana studies? Am I really going to do a Bessie thesis?) But yea...
Been thinking about high school a lot - trying to sort out what I know and what I think I know and what I need to know to continue on this crazy journey. What baggage I want to take with me and how to get rid of what I don't.
Erik posted on his livejournal that I'm not a good friend...I think I'm ok with that. We've had this problem since day one - I've never measured up to his standards of absolute friendship as I half-jokingly called them then...I think it's just time to accept that we lead very different lives. My days are full and my life is full and while I will always make time for the people who are important to me, several hour long phone calls a few days a week are not going to happen. I made a decision a long time ago to stop surrounding myself with people who made me feel like crap and I need to stop making exceptions. (apologies for passive-agressively posting that on livejournal). So, cross calling Erik off my to-do list for the week.
Last thought - I feel like everyone has been trying to interpret my life lately while getting their information from everyone but me...I hate that. I'm more open then anyone about all of that...if you want to know...just ask me. and please stop judging.
I <3 political philosophy.
I'm sorry for disappearing so much lately.
Kudos to Abhay for finally moving out of his parents basement.
And...yea. I'm sorry. Just in general.
Life is...going well. At least in all aspects one posts about on livejournal;) Things with classes are going really well - mostly back on track after last semester. Life plans are good - hopefully a summer in Ghana and some good decisions about where I want to head after graduation next may.
Social life is good mostly - Anna is wonderful and I love her...Emily is the best friend ever, Holly and I are working on spending more time together, and Anita and Erin and I are having dinner tomorrow night:) Obviously I still have regrets on some fronts and am missing my Mandi and especially my wifey more than I can say, but overall I am fairly content with the status of things.
I wish I had more alone time - that I was more motivated to do work, that I was enjoying PBriggs class better and had more time for Chris' readings instead of reading stupid fucking Walden. Yes. English major who hates Walden. And you know me - I love those dead white guys more than anyone. Most of them.
I'm working on life for next year...room plans, classes, thesis ideas and finalized plans about minors...philosophy for sure. (Africana studies? Am I really going to do a Bessie thesis?) But yea...
Been thinking about high school a lot - trying to sort out what I know and what I think I know and what I need to know to continue on this crazy journey. What baggage I want to take with me and how to get rid of what I don't.
Erik posted on his livejournal that I'm not a good friend...I think I'm ok with that. We've had this problem since day one - I've never measured up to his standards of absolute friendship as I half-jokingly called them then...I think it's just time to accept that we lead very different lives. My days are full and my life is full and while I will always make time for the people who are important to me, several hour long phone calls a few days a week are not going to happen. I made a decision a long time ago to stop surrounding myself with people who made me feel like crap and I need to stop making exceptions. (apologies for passive-agressively posting that on livejournal). So, cross calling Erik off my to-do list for the week.
Last thought - I feel like everyone has been trying to interpret my life lately while getting their information from everyone but me...I hate that. I'm more open then anyone about all of that...if you want to know...just ask me. and please stop judging.
I <3 political philosophy.
I'm sorry for disappearing so much lately.
Kudos to Abhay for finally moving out of his parents basement.
And...yea. I'm sorry. Just in general.