Jan 30, 2006 16:24
Soo i pretty much miss you. But some stuff i know ur gonna do wont make me want u back. i dont know... Sydney if u read this we really need to re-do my journal. its... not the same i just need a new one u know.
Also, when i hang out wit my friends its fun! ilove my friends now they dont pressure me into anything and im always laughing. they say im too nice. lol i know me? but i do miss him. i him how me made me laugh. now hes making some other girl laugh. He was mine. i messed that up huh? maybe this is good. keep lookin on the bright side. we will get back together. this is good. we will... if not then u know he doesnt really love u. but i like signing online and seeing hes on, knowing hes okay cause now i know he wont call me to help him out with problems he will call someone else. i miss that. but its okay i will be okay wont i?
im glad nicoles here for me. i love her.