It's Really Fucked Up.
Well it's settled then, I'm really moving to Las Vegas next year. That means I won't be able to graduate with my friends, in my school, and won't be able to go to the collage I want to go to. This really sucks, everything starts to change when I'm really getting to like this place, having the best friends I've met through these years, wasted . I kept trying to tell myself, hoping that moving would be our last resort, but it's not. I hate Las Vegas, why there I ask myself?!? It's so hot there, boring, and so dead. The schools probably suck, the kids are probably more weird than I am. I might be the only asain kid there, well like the only filipino kid. When I went there to look at the houses and the malls, dude the malls sucked ass!! There were white kids acting all gangsta, trying to act hard!!! Gosh... this is so going to suck!! Man, San Diego it the best place to live, why can't we stay here??? They've got everything here, Beaches, hot guys, bands, and good friends. If only I had money and was 18, I would support myself and find an apartment to live in. This so not fucking fair!!!!!!!!!!! Dude I'm so pissed right now, I can't mad at parents because they just want to have a nice big house to retire to.. but still I can not believe were moving!! This sucks...[i wonder how many times i said the word "suck"??] God...For just one moment, I want just want to disappear and not think of the problems and the furture that comes up. I just want to cry right now, and hope that once I stop crying everything about moving and crap would just go away and think it was just a bad nightmare. But that will never happen, because I'm living in the fact this will happen and there's nothing I can do...
I end this note with a depressing look on my face and a tear in my eye..
I end this note with a depressing look on my face and a tear in my eye..