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Hello.
Have you ever get those days where you just wanted your life to end like now? Well, today was a day with sadness and regrets. I've never had to think why is my life this way, or why am I still here... I just feel like crap right now.. and I hate it!?! There's times when I'll be happy and there are times when I get depressed. What's the deal with that?? Can't my feelings just be one thing, not other feelings surrounding me? Live really sucks right now, and I think I'm pulling my friends with them. I can't even tell my best friend how I feel, I feel alittle weird around him, just alittle. My grades are now messed up, I can't even make that up, and worst of all I'm moving to Las vegas and I don't even know if I'll be graduating here!!! I never asked/pray to god when I go to church.. hoping I'll never move. All I want in my life are no problems at ALL.
I wish I could go back in time and erase all the mistakes I've made. But I know that will never happen. That's why I'm here telling you what I want and don't want.. because in the future I will look back and regret the things I just said and just fucking move on with my sucky ass life!!
