Falling back into last December
This is the title to a book I started writing in high school while dating Heidi. It was something she said when she started getting bad with her depression and wanting to cut and such. I'm finding now a decade later that this holds truth to myself. It starts around the week prior to thanksgiving and through the holidays I get pretty depressed come winter. Some nights are really bad. Right now I'm a mix of depressed overwhelmed and pissed off. Don't want to be around people. Don't really know what to do with myself...