May 08, 2006 19:48
And my friends wondered why I was bummed out that August, but how do you explain an unexpected loss of nothingness? Because thats what X was in actuality, a figment of my own formation; she didnt exist ---
I'm gonna propose to her I decided. Once upon a time she proposed to me and we decided we'd get married in Vienna. Where Beethoven'd first performed his ninth symphony. So I'm gonna return the favor I've got nothing to lose. If she says no she says no. She's so damn beautiful though. So damn everything. She is my everything.