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[theonlycompany]

i hurt
really bad

i dont know what i am supposed to feel or do
why did i do this when i knew it was going to slap me in the face
no punch me
nope not it
SHOoT ME

i want to drink
i wanna smoke
i wanna not be....me right now
i just dont understand why i let myself truely like someone
i stopped it all the other times
why didnt i this time

FUCK i didnt know i had so much water in my eyes

they are beyond dry but keep leaking

i need some girls