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I have so many things that I wanna blog about.
But I'll do it later, when I'm free.
Because I'm currently feeling pissed.
Pissed and frustrated at my stubborn mom who is worst than karang guni and is fond of keeping f useless stuff at home.
And then she expects me to clean the house.
You tell me who will have the mood to clean the house when there are million of stuffs you have clean that you dont even know where to start with.
She started her spring cleaning on wed night ( freaking distracted me from studying Bpharm, if I didnt get an A for that, I'm holding her responsible.and you know i dont forget and forgive well.IAiyah, I know I'm not getting an A for that, cause I cant answer it well.) and she's not done cleaning yet. Even my auntie was freaking pissed off at her, when she came over to help on wed night. So you see, I'm not the only one who's having problem with her. I know my dad was constantly fighting with her over this when her over the same matter -.-.
So imagine my horrow, when I came home on wed night seeing my room half emptied. Without my knowledge, she went to move all my stuffs around, pack all my notes and stuff them into boxes. Now I am having difficulty finding all my stuff. I'm f pissed and frustrated. I cant help it but to tell her off. I told her to not touch my stuff and hopefully and hopefully to make her feel guilty by saying that I cant study now because all my notes are messy because of her. Damn bad, I know, but heck, I was just super super frustrated lar...
Urgh I feel like telling her to throw unwanted items, but then she'll go insane and start screaming her head off and tell me to shut up. She did that, that's why I dont want to repeat it again. Because, being her daughter, with equal stubbornness, I would probably say the meanest thing ever to her. So that's why I'm avoiding her, letting her do what she wants.
If you know me well enough, you should know that I love staying at home. But now I'm telling you that I just wanna go out and not come back home until she sleeps. Now, can you feel how desperate I am.
The house is soooo messy now I feel like crying. Before I thought the house was pretty empty with my cats just getting lesser in number and my sis and uncle who weren't staying with us. But now that they've returned home, I feel that's it damn crowded and it's eating into my personal space. I think I think I think, ALLAH is really testing my patient. Especially with the fasting month coming up and there's no food to calm me down. hahaha! Thank god for YOG I'll not be at home so much. Even if I'm home, I'll have excuse that I have to study for exams and locked myself in the room again. hahaha!
Ah shit life is never easy. Maybe I might be better off being a lab animal. LOL! Touchwood2.
I should be thankful okay, got it. Alhamdulillah.Amin.
But I'll do it later, when I'm free.
Because I'm currently feeling pissed.
Pissed and frustrated at my stubborn mom who is worst than karang guni and is fond of keeping f useless stuff at home.
And then she expects me to clean the house.
You tell me who will have the mood to clean the house when there are million of stuffs you have clean that you dont even know where to start with.
She started her spring cleaning on wed night ( freaking distracted me from studying Bpharm, if I didnt get an A for that, I'm holding her responsible.and you know i dont forget and forgive well.IAiyah, I know I'm not getting an A for that, cause I cant answer it well.) and she's not done cleaning yet. Even my auntie was freaking pissed off at her, when she came over to help on wed night. So you see, I'm not the only one who's having problem with her. I know my dad was constantly fighting with her over this when her over the same matter -.-.
So imagine my horrow, when I came home on wed night seeing my room half emptied. Without my knowledge, she went to move all my stuffs around, pack all my notes and stuff them into boxes. Now I am having difficulty finding all my stuff. I'm f pissed and frustrated. I cant help it but to tell her off. I told her to not touch my stuff and hopefully and hopefully to make her feel guilty by saying that I cant study now because all my notes are messy because of her. Damn bad, I know, but heck, I was just super super frustrated lar...
Urgh I feel like telling her to throw unwanted items, but then she'll go insane and start screaming her head off and tell me to shut up. She did that, that's why I dont want to repeat it again. Because, being her daughter, with equal stubbornness, I would probably say the meanest thing ever to her. So that's why I'm avoiding her, letting her do what she wants.
If you know me well enough, you should know that I love staying at home. But now I'm telling you that I just wanna go out and not come back home until she sleeps. Now, can you feel how desperate I am.
The house is soooo messy now I feel like crying. Before I thought the house was pretty empty with my cats just getting lesser in number and my sis and uncle who weren't staying with us. But now that they've returned home, I feel that's it damn crowded and it's eating into my personal space. I think I think I think, ALLAH is really testing my patient. Especially with the fasting month coming up and there's no food to calm me down. hahaha! Thank god for YOG I'll not be at home so much. Even if I'm home, I'll have excuse that I have to study for exams and locked myself in the room again. hahaha!
Ah shit life is never easy. Maybe I might be better off being a lab animal. LOL! Touchwood2.
I should be thankful okay, got it. Alhamdulillah.Amin.