Dec 21, 2005 17:29
darkroom headache..didnt finish all my prints
waited...nothing..as per usual
car ride of angry talks with unsure answers
i hate the mall..motivation was possibly seeing him afterwards..but i dunno if thats happening..:(
christmas is a love/hate...generally people are in better moods and have nicer things to say...but most of the time its ppl exchanging money in teh form of thoughtless items..I WANT CARDS/LETTERS/SOMETHING THAT REMINDS U OF ME!..ugh..oh how i dont want a repeat of last christmas holidays:(..
i think this holiday has definite potential, i guess im just really scared for a repeat..
secret santa exchange tomorrow, xmas breakfast in vocal tomorrow, hopefully keeping my ass in bed untill 8ish, hopefully skipping 4th, work:(, then SKIP DAY..oh i want it to be now..school sucks
i<3ryan
i miss band camp:( oh the reminissing of it today..SPOON, WEED DOCK, WIZARD OF OZ, GANGSTA' KEVIN, MASAGE LINE...oh man, its making me sad:(..<3<3