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[theonetruesloth]

four months ago i was a legal tourist, brave and burning from the glow of hopes held. it snowed for four months. i think, now, having collected everything i had forgotten, i am ready to summon my chariot (discount charter flight departing from a random wald) & return home. an illegal would- be immigrant, not fit to smear bagels, slightly disappointed, but still

i did this because, i wanted to see how big it was, how much the world (and rules) would strech for me. you can rationalize anything, i still don't know. which could be the point.